tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9135780135555486632024-03-13T10:45:43.586-07:00Dream Theater VideosUnknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger50125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-913578013555548663.post-4433312608123355492013-04-21T06:58:00.000-07:002013-04-21T07:48:55.023-07:00War Inside My Head - The Test That Stumped Them All - Goodnight Kiss(live)<iframe allowfullscreen="allowfullscreen" frameborder="0" height="360" src="http://www.youtube-nocookie.com/embed/oxIyIuhNFd4" width="690"></iframe>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b>War Inside My Head</b></span><br />
Napalm showers<br />
Showed the cowards<br />
We weren't there to mess around<br />
<br />
Through heat exhaustion<br />
And mind distortion<br />
A military victory mounted on innocent ground<br />
<br />
Hearing voices from miles away<br />
Saying things never said<br />
Seeing shadows in the light of the day<br />
Waging a war inside my head<br />
<br />
Years and years of<br />
Bloodshed and warfare<br />
Our mission was only to get in and kill<br />
<br />
A free vacation<br />
Of palmtrees and shrapnel<br />
Trading innocence for permanent psychotic hell<br />
<br />
Hearing voices from miles away<br />
Saying things never said<br />
Seeing shadows in the light of the day<br />
Waging a war inside my head<br />
<br />
Feeling strangers staring my way<br />
Reading minds never read<br />
Tasting danger with each word I say<br />
Waging a war inside my-<br />
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<br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><b>The Test That Stumped Them All</b></span><br />
<br />
Standing in the darkness<br />
Waiting for the light<br />
The smell of pure adrenaline<br />
Burning in the night<br />
<br />
Random blinding flashes<br />
Aiming at the stage<br />
Intro tape begins to roll<br />
Igniting sonic rage<br />
<br />
Still they keep me between these hollow walls<br />
Hoping to find in me<br />
The answers to the test that stumped them all<br />
<br />
"The boy is simply crazy<br />
Suffering from delusions<br />
We honestly think that maybe<br />
He might need an institution<br />
<br />
He lives in a world of fiction<br />
And really could use some help<br />
We have just the place to fix him<br />
To save him from himself"<br />
<br />
Curled up in the darkness<br />
Searching for the light<br />
The smell of stale sweat and shit<br />
Steaming through the night<br />
<br />
Random urine testing<br />
Pills red, pink and blue<br />
Counselling and therapy<br />
Providing not a clue<br />
<br />
Still they keep me between these hollow walls<br />
Hoping to find in me<br />
The answers to the test that stumped them all<br />
<br />
"We can't seem to find the answers<br />
He seemed such a clear cut case<br />
We cannot just let him leave here<br />
And put all this work to waste<br />
<br />
Why don't we try shock treatment<br />
It really might do some help<br />
We have just the tools to fix him<br />
To save him from himself"<br />
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<br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><b>Goodnight Kiss</b></span><br />
Goodnight kiss in your nightgown<br />
Lavender in your bed<br />
So innocent as you lie down<br />
Sweet dreams that run through your head<br />
<br />
Are you lonely without Mommy's love?<br />
I want you to know I'd die for that moment<br />
You're just a poor girl<br />
Afraid of this cruel world<br />
Taken away from it all<br />
<br />
It's been 5 years to the day and<br />
My tainted blood's still the same<br />
I can't help acting this way and<br />
Those bastard doctors are gonna pay<br />
<br />
I'm so lonely without baby's love<br />
I want you to know I'd die for one more moment<br />
I'm just a poor girl<br />
Afraid of this cruel world<br />
Taken away from it allUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-913578013555548663.post-20057796249386439962013-04-21T06:24:00.001-07:002013-04-23T06:32:21.806-07:00Overture - About to Crash<iframe allowfullscreen="allowfullscreen" frameborder="0" height="390" src="http://www.youtube-nocookie.com/embed/Bdmjk2i7618" width="690"></iframe>
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<b>About to Crash</b><br />
<br />
She can't stop pacing<br />
She never felt so alive<br />
Her thoughts are racing<br />
Set on overdrive<br />
<br />
It takes a village<br />
This she knows is true<br />
they're expecting her<br />
And she's got work to do<br />
<br />
He helplessly stands by<br />
It's meaningless to try<br />
As he rubs his red-rimmed eyes<br />
He says I've never seen her get this bad<br />
<br />
Even though she seems so high<br />
He knows that she can't fly<br />
and when she falls out of the sky<br />
He'll be standing by<br />
<br />
She was raised in a small midwestern town<br />
By a charming and eccentric loving father<br />
She was praised as the perfect teenage girl<br />
And everyone thought highly of her<br />
<br />
And she tried everyday<br />
With endless drive<br />
To make the grade<br />
Then one day<br />
She woke up to find<br />
The perfect girl<br />
Had lost her mind<br />
<br />
Once barely taking a break<br />
Now she sleeps the days away<br />
She helplessly stands by<br />
It's meaningless to try<br />
All she wants to do is cry<br />
No one ever knew she was so sad<br />
<br />
Cause even though she gets so high<br />
And thinks that she can fly<br />
She will fall out of the sky<br />
But in the face of misery<br />
She found hopefulness<br />
Feeling better<br />
She had weathered<br />
This depression<br />
<br />
Much to her advantage<br />
She resumed her frantic pace<br />
Boundless power<br />
Midnight hour<br />
She enjoyed the raceUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-913578013555548663.post-66156473135960659482011-12-05T00:18:00.000-08:002013-04-21T05:57:08.733-07:00Overture - About to Crash(live)<iframe allowfullscreen="allowfullscreen" frameborder="0" height="315" src="http://www.youtube-nocookie.com/embed/Bdmjk2i7618" width="480"></iframe><img border="0" height="0" src="http://i2.ytimg.com/vi/Bdmjk2i7618/0.jpg" width="0" /><br /><br /><b>About to Crash</b><br /><br />She can't stop pacing<br />She never felt so alive<br />Her thoughts are racing<br />Set on overdrive<br /><br />It takes a village<br />This she knows is true<br />they're expecting her<br />And she's got work to do<br /><br />He helplessly stands by<br />It's meaningless to try<br />As he rubs his red-rimmed eyes<br />He says I've never seen her get this bad<br /><br />Even though she seems so high<br />He knows that she can't fly<br />and when she falls out of the sky<br />He'll be standing by<br /><br />She was raised in a small midwestern town<br />By a charming and eccentric loving father<br />She was praised as the perfect teenage girl<br />And everyone thought highly of her<br /><br />And she tried everyday<br />With endless drive<br />To make the grade<br />Then one day<br />She woke up to find<br />The perfect girl<br />Had lost her mind<br /><br />Once barely taking a break<br />Now she sleeps the days away<br />She helplessly stands by<br />It's meaningless to try<br />All she wants to do is cry<br />No one ever knew she was so sad<br /><br />Cause even though she gets so high<br />And thinks that she can fly<br />She will fall out of the sky<br />But in the face of misery<br />She found hopefulness<br />Feeling better<br />She had weathered<br />This depression<br /><br />Much to her advantage<br />She resumed her frantic pace<br />Boundless power<br />Midnight hour<br />She enjoyed the raceUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-913578013555548663.post-25556863058997742802011-12-04T23:50:00.000-08:002013-04-21T06:59:00.426-07:00Under A Glass Moon(live)<br /><iframe allowfullscreen="allowfullscreen" frameborder="0" height="315" src="http://www.youtube-nocookie.com/embed/mCvVfJsCv5w" width="480"></iframe><img border="0" height="0" src="http://i2.ytimg.com/vi/mCvVfJsCv5w/0.jpg" width="0" /><br /> <b>Under A Glass Moon</b><br /><br />Tell me<br />Remind me<br />Chase the water racing from the sky<br />Always beside me<br />Taste the memories running from my eyes<br />Nervous flashlights scan my dreams<br />Liquid shadows silence their screams<br />I smile at the moon<br />Chasing water from the sky<br />I argue with the clouds<br />Stealing beauty from my eyes<br /><br />Outside the soundness of your mind<br />Bathing your soul in silver tears<br />Beneath a blackened summer sky<br />Praying for time to disappear<br /><br />Beneath the summer sky<br />Under glass moonlight<br />The night awaits the lamb's arrival<br />Liquid shadows crawl<br />Silver teardrops fall<br />The bride subsides to her survival<br /><br />By your hand<br />I've awaken<br />Bear this honor in my name<br /><br />Outside the soundness of your mind<br />Bathing your soul in silver tears<br />Beneath a blackened summer sky<br />Praying for time to disappear<br /><br />Outside the soundness of your mind<br />Bathing your soul in silver tears<br />Beneath a blackened summer sky<br />Praying for time to disappearUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-913578013555548663.post-57723716025248024702011-11-29T20:13:00.000-08:002013-04-22T08:05:21.896-07:00I Walk Beside You(live)<iframe allowfullscreen="allowfullscreen" frameborder="0" height="390" src="http://www.youtube-nocookie.com/embed/yijAe4M2yoI" width="690"></iframe><img border="0" height="0" src="http://i2.ytimg.com/vi/yijAe4M2yoI/0.jpg" width="0" /><br />
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<b><span style="background-color: white; font-size: large;">I Walk Beside you</span></b></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><o:p> </o:p><span style="text-align: center;">There's a story in your eyes</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">I can see the hurt behind your smile</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">For every sign I recognize</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">Another one escapes me</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">Let me know what plagues your mind</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">Let me be the one to know you best</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">Be the one to hold you up</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">When you feel like you're sinking</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">Tell me once again</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">What's beneath the pain you're feeling</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">Don't abandon me</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">Or think you can't be saved</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">I walk beside you</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">Wherever you are</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">Whatever it takes</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">No matter how far</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">Through all that may come</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">And all that may go</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">I walk beside you</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">I walk beside you</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><o:p> </o:p>Through all that may come</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">And all that may go</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">I walk beside you</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">I walk beside you</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">Summon up you ghosts for me</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">Rest your tired thoughts upon my hands</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">Step inside this sacred place</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">When all your dreams seem broken</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">Resonate inside this temple</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">Let me be the one who understands</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">Be the one to carry you</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">When you can't walk no further</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">Tell me once again</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">What's below the surface bleeding</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">If you've lost your way</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">I will take you in</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">I walk beside you</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">Wherever you are</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">Whatever it takes</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">No matter how far</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">Through all that may come</span></div>
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<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: white;">And all that may go</span></div>
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<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: white;">I walk beside you</span></div>
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<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: white;">I walk beside you</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">Oh when everything is wrong</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">Oh when hopelessness surrounds you</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">Oh the sun will rise again</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">The tide you swim against will carry you back home</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">So don't give up</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">Don't give in</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">I walk beside you</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">Wherever you are</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">Whatever it takes</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">No matter how far</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">Through all that may come</span></div>
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<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: white;">And all that may go</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">I walk beside you</span></div>
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</span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-913578013555548663.post-33898882736608273102011-11-29T20:10:00.000-08:002013-04-21T07:03:10.007-07:00The Root of All Evil(live)<iframe allowfullscreen="allowfullscreen" frameborder="0" height="315" src="http://www.youtube-nocookie.com/embed/9AfdicFlGGw" width="480"></iframe><img border="0" height="0" src="http://i2.ytimg.com/vi/9AfdicFlGGw/0.jpg" width="0" /><br />
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<b>The Root of All Evil</b><br />
<br />
Proud enough for you to call me arrogant <br />
Greedy enough to be labeled a thief <br />
Angry enough for me to go and hurt an man <br />
Cruel enough for me to feel no grief <br />
<br />
Never could have just a part of it <br />
I always need more to get by <br />
Getting right down to the heart of it <br />
The root of all evil has been running my whole life <br />
<br />
Dirty enough for me to lust <br />
Leaving nothing left to trust <br />
Jealous enough to still feel envious <br />
Lazy enough to sleep all day <br />
And let my life just waste away <br />
Selfish enough to make you wait for me <br />
<br />
Driven blindly by our sins <br />
Misled so easily <br />
Entirely ready to leave it behind <br />
I'm begging to break free <br />
<br />
Take all of me <br />
The desires that keep burning deep inside <br />
Cast them all away <br />
And help to give me strength to face another day <br />
I am ready <br />
Help me be what I can be <br />
<br />
Self-centered fear has got a hold of me <br />
Clutching my throat <br />
Self righteous anger running all through me <br />
Ready to explode <br />
<br />
Procrastination paralyzing me <br />
Wanting me dead <br />
These obsessions that keep haunting me <br />
Won't leave my head <br />
<br />
Help to do for me what I can't do myself <br />
Take this fear and pain <br />
I can't break out of this prison all alone <br />
Help me break these chains <br />
<br />
Humility now my only hope <br />
Won't you take all of me <br />
Heal this dying soul <br />
<br />
I can feel my body breaking <br />
I can feel my body breaking <br />
I'm ready to let it all go <br />
I can feel my body shaking <br />
Right down to the foundation <br />
The root of it all <br />
<br />
Take all of me <br />
And the drive that keep burning deep inside <br />
Cast it all away <br />
And help to give me strength to face another day <br />
I am ready <br />
Help me be what I can be <br />
I am ready <br />
Come to me <br />
Take me awayUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-913578013555548663.post-907063513956671972011-11-26T19:18:00.000-08:002013-04-21T07:05:06.960-07:00In The Name Of God(live)<iframe allowfullscreen="allowfullscreen" frameborder="0" height="315" src="http://www.youtube-nocookie.com/embed/z642hCifTf8" width="480"></iframe><img border="0" height="0" src="http://i2.ytimg.com/vi/z642hCifTf8/0.jpg" width="0" /><br />
<b><span style="font-size: large;">In The Name Of God</span></b><br />
<br />
How can this be?<br />
Why is he the chosen one? <br />
<br />
Saint gone astray <br />
With a scepter and a gun <br />
<br />
Learn to believe <br />
In the mighty and the strong <br />
<br />
Come bleed the beast <br />
Follow me it won't be long <br />
<br />
Listen when the prophet <br />
Speaks to you <br />
Killing in the name of God <br />
<br />
Passion <br />
Twisting faith into violence <br />
In the name of God <br />
<br />
Straight is the path <br />
Leading to your salvation <br />
Slaying the weak <br />
Ethnic elimination <br />
<br />
Any day we'll all be <br />
Swept away <br />
You'll be saved <br />
As long as you obey <br />
<br />
Lies <br />
Tools of the devil inside <br />
Written in Holy disguise <br />
Meant to deceive and divide <br />
Us all <br />
<br />
Listen when the prophet <br />
Speaks to you <br />
Killing in the name of God <br />
<br />
Passion <br />
Twisting faith into violence <br />
In the name of God <br />
<br />
Blurring the lines <br />
Between virtue and sin <br />
They can't tell <br />
Where God ends <br />
And mankind begins <br />
<br />
They know no other <br />
Life but this <br />
From the cradle <br />
They are claimed <br />
<br />
Listen when the prophet <br />
Speaks to you <br />
Killing in the name of God <br />
<br />
Passion <br />
Twisting faith into violence <br />
In the name of God <br />
<br />
Hundreds of believers <br />
Lured into a doomsday cult <br />
<br />
All would perish <br />
In the name of God <br />
<br />
Self-proclaimed messiah <br />
Led his servants <br />
To their death <br />
Eighty murdered <br />
In the name of God <br />
<br />
Forty sons and daughters <br />
Un-consenting plural wives <br />
Perversions <br />
In the name of God <br />
<br />
Underground religion <br />
Turning toward <br />
The mainstream light <br />
Blind devotion <br />
In the name of God <br />
<br />
Justifying violence <br />
Citing from the Holy Book <br />
Teaching hatred <br />
In the name of God <br />
<br />
Listen when the prophet <br />
Speaks to you <br />
Killing in the name of God <br />
<br />
Passion <br />
Twisting faith into violence <br />
In the name of God <br />
<br />
Religious beliefs <br />
Fanatic obsession <br />
Does following faith <br />
Lead us to violence? <br />
<br />
Unyielding crusade <br />
Divine revelation <br />
Does following faith <br />
Lead us to violence?Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-913578013555548663.post-91160434466139431762011-11-24T20:48:00.000-08:002013-04-21T05:57:08.781-07:00Stream Of Consciousness(live)<iframe allowfullscreen="allowfullscreen" frameborder="0" height="315" src="http://www.youtube-nocookie.com/embed/5-LK6yB9bcU" width="480"></iframe><img border="0" height="0" src="http://i2.ytimg.com/vi/5-LK6yB9bcU/0.jpg" width="0" />Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-913578013555548663.post-17158479639408109602011-11-24T20:41:00.000-08:002013-04-21T05:57:08.788-07:00Vacant(live)<iframe allowfullscreen="allowfullscreen" frameborder="0" height="315" src="http://www.youtube-nocookie.com/embed/z8kIYTxGb0g" width="480"></iframe><img border="0" height="0" src="http://i2.ytimg.com/vi/z8kIYTxGb0g/0.jpg" width="0" /><br /><br /><b>Vacant</b><br /><br />Hey you, Hey you<br />I'm right here<br />Conscience fading<br />Can't get through<br /><br />Oh Lord<br />Helpless<br />Confused<br />Head swayed<br />Eyes glazed<br />And mine teared<br /><br />She's losing control<br />What can I do<br />Her vacant eyes<br />Black holes<br />Am I losing youUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-913578013555548663.post-81930923992111083592011-11-23T20:36:00.000-08:002013-04-21T07:09:40.004-07:00Honor thy Father<iframe allowfullscreen="allowfullscreen" frameborder="0" height="315" src="http://www.youtube-nocookie.com/embed/KGHXy9Fa45k" width="480"></iframe><img border="0" height="0" src="http://i2.ytimg.com/vi/KGHXy9Fa45k/0.jpg" width="0" /><br />
<b><span style="font-size: large;">Honor Thy Father</span></b><br />
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We're taught unconditional love<br />
That blood is thicker than water<br />
That a parent's world would revolve<br />
Always around their son or their daughter<br />
<br />
You pretended I was your own<br />
And even believed that you loved me<br />
But were always threatened by some<br />
Invisible blood line that only you could see<br />
<br />
You took advantage of an outreached hand<br />
And twisted it to meet your every need<br />
''Gimme time to re-charge my batteries,<br />
I'll see her when she's older and I'll bounce her on my knee''<br />
<br />
Well listen to me you ungrateful fool<br />
Here comes a dose of reality<br />
You'll go to your grave a sad and lonely man<br />
The door is now closed on your pathetic little plan<br />
<br />
On and on and on and on it goes<br />
It's so easy to run away with nothing in tow<br />
<br />
How can you ever sleep a wink at night<br />
Pretending that everything is alright<br />
And have the nerve to blame this mess on me<br />
<br />
Never in my life have I seen someone<br />
So ignorant to the damage he has done<br />
You're the rotted root in the family tree<br />
<br />
I tried your 4 bill therapy<br />
I tried to make amends<br />
But nothing could lure you out of your selfish shell again<br />
Expecting everyone to bow and kiss your feet<br />
Don't you see respect is not a one way street<br />
Blaming everyone for all that you've done wrong<br />
I'll get my peace of mind when you hear this song<br />
<br />
On and on and on and on it goes<br />
And with every passing day true colors show<br />
<br />
How can you ever sleep a wink at night<br />
Pretending that everything is alright<br />
And have the balls to blame this mess on me<br />
<br />
Never in my life have I seen someone<br />
Oblivious to the damage he has done<br />
You're the rotted root in the family tree<br />
<br />
Watch where you walk<br />
Don't you dare cross the crooked step<br />
Watch the way you talk<br />
Don't cross the crooked step<br />
<br />
["This is a regret that you make"]<br />
["We're still connected"]<br />
["This is a regret that you make-"]<br />
["I want my family back"]<br />
["-and there's something you take"]<br />
["You can't have it. I'm sorry for you, but it's too late…"]<br />
["Mistakes like this… You don't make"]<br />
["Can't you see anything except in terms of how it affects you?"]<br />
["You make some… And they'll get to you"]<br />
["You don't love anybody"]<br />
["I gave you money, I gave you a car, I took you in-"]<br />
["It's not OK, son"]<br />
["-but don't that mean something?"]<br />
["A little…"]<br />
["Do I admire people too much?"]<br />
["No… You should do better"]<br />
["That disappoints you…"]<br />
["God damn regrets!"]<br />
["You deserve to die alone for what you've done!!"]<br />
["GOD DAMN REGRETS!"]<br />
["Don't deny it"]<br />
["You cocksucker, I know you're here."]<br />
["Don't deny it"]<br />
["I want you to know I hate your fucking guts."]<br />
["The biggest regret in my life"]<br />
["I wish you'd fucking die."]<br />
["I've let my love go"]<br />
["I'm your blood… I'm your family"]<br />
["Is that you?"]<br />
["You're not my family, not anymore"]<br />
["The fucking regrets!"]<br />
["When your own flesh and blood renounces you..."]<br />
["What did I do?"] <br />
["...you have no choice but to renounce them."]<br />
["WHAT DID I DO?!"]<br />
<br />
On and on and on and on it goes<br />
Chauvinistic, heartless, selfish, cold<br />
<br />
How can you ever sleep a wink at night<br />
Pretending that everything is alright<br />
And have the balls to blame this shit on me<br />
<br />
Never in my life have I seen someone<br />
So fucking blind to the damage he has done<br />
You're the rotted root in the family tree</div>
Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-913578013555548663.post-59818350458046901812011-11-23T20:27:00.000-08:002013-04-21T05:57:08.803-07:00Endless Sacrifice(live)<iframe allowfullscreen="allowfullscreen" frameborder="0" height="315" src="http://www.youtube-nocookie.com/embed/92QDcF6uflE" width="480"></iframe><img border="0" height="0" src="http://i2.ytimg.com/vi/92QDcF6uflE/0.jpg" width="0" /><br /><b><span style="font-size: large;">Endless Sacrifice</span></b><br /><br />Cold<br />Lying in my bed<br />Staring into darkness<br /><br />Lost<br />I hear footsteps overhead<br />And my thoughts return<br />Again<br /><br />Like a child who's run away<br />And won't be coming back<br />Time keeps passing by<br />As night turns into day<br /><br />I'm so far away<br />And so alone<br />I need to see your face<br />To keep me sane<br />To make me whole<br /><br />Try to stay alive<br />Until I hear your voice<br />I'm gonna lose my mind<br />Someone tell me why<br />I chose this life<br />This superficial lie<br />Constant compromise<br />Endless sacrifice<br /><br />Pain<br />It saddens me to know<br />The helplessness you feel<br />Your light<br />Shines on my soul<br />While a thousand candles<br />Burn<br /><br />Outside this barren room<br />The rain is pouring down<br />The emptiness inside<br />Is growing deeper still<br /><br />You're so far away<br />And so alone<br />You long for love's embrace<br />To keep you sane<br />To make you whole<br /><br />Try to stay alive<br />Until I hear your voice<br />I'm gonna lose my mind<br /><br />Someone tell me why<br />I chose this life<br />This superficial lie<br />Constant compromise<br />Endless sacrifice<br /><br />Moments wasted<br />Isolated<br />Time escaping<br />Endless sacrifice<br /><br />Moments wasted<br />Isolated<br />Time escaping<br />Endless sacrifice<br /><br />Over the distance<br />We try to make sense<br />Of surviving together<br />While living apart<br /><br />Striving for balance<br />We rise to the challenge<br />Of staying connected<br />In spite of circumstance<br /><br />All you've forsaken<br />And all that you've done<br />So that I could live out<br />This undying dream<br /><br />Won't be forgotten<br />Or taken for granted<br />I'll always remember<br />Your endless sacrifice<br /><br />Moments wasted<br />Isolated<br />Time escaping<br />Endless sacrifice<br /><br />Moments wasted<br />Isolated<br />Time escaping<br />Endless sacrificeUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-913578013555548663.post-38240006086721267232011-11-20T22:49:00.000-08:002013-04-21T05:57:08.901-07:00This Dying Soul(live)<iframe allowfullscreen="allowfullscreen" frameborder="0" height="315" src="http://www.youtube-nocookie.com/embed/PpR_ezDitSE" width="480"></iframe><img border="0" height="0" src="http://i2.ytimg.com/vi/PpR_ezDitSE/0.jpg" width="0" /><br /><span style="font-size: large;"><b>This Dying Soul</b></span><br /><br />Hello, Mirror - so glad to see you my friend, it's been a while<br />Searching, Fearless - where do I begin to heal this wound of self-denial<br /><br />Face yourself man!<br />Brace yourself man! and trace your hell back<br /><br />You've been blinded, living like a one way cold existence all the while<br />Now it's time to stare the problem right between the eyes you long lost child<br /><br />I wanna feel your body breaking<br />Wanna feel your body breaking and shaking and left in the cold<br />I want to heal your conscience making a change to fix this dying soul<br /><br />Born into a broken home<br />Surrounded by love yet all alone<br />Forced into a life that's split in two<br />A mother and a father both pulling you<br /><br />Then you had to deal with loss and death<br />Everybody thinking they know best<br />Coping with this shit at such an age<br />Can only fill a kid with pain and rage<br /><br />Family disease pumped through your blood<br />Never had the chance you thought you could<br />Running all the while with no escape<br />Turning all that pain in to blame and hate<br /><br />Living on your own by 21<br />Not a single care and having fun<br />Consuming all the life in front of you<br />Burning out the fuse and smoking the residue<br /><br />Possessive obsessions selfish childish games<br />Vengeful resentments<br />Passing all the blame<br /><br />Living out a life of decadence<br />Acting without thought of consequence<br />Spreading all your lies from coast to coast<br />While spitting on the ones that matter most<br /><br />Running power mad with no control<br />Fighting for the credit they once stole<br />No one can ever tell you what to do<br />Ruling other's lives while the can't stand the thought of you<br /><br />A living reflection seen from miles away<br />A hopeless affliction having run astray<br /><br />I wanna feel your body breaking<br />Wanna feel your body breaking and shaking and left in the cold<br />I want to heal your conscience making a change to fix this dying soul<br />This dying soul<br /><br />Now that you can see all you have done<br />It's time to take that step into the kingdom<br />All your sins will only make you strong<br />And help you break right through the prison wall<br /><br />[V. Release]<br /><br />Come to me my friend (Listen to me)<br />I'll help this torture end (Help to set me free)<br />Let your ego go (I can't carry this load)<br />You can't go through this alone (I feel so hopeless and exposed)<br />You'll find your peace of mind (Give me some direction)<br />You can no longer hide (Break out of this isolation)<br />Let humility (Openness, honesty)<br />And become what you can be (A healing tranquility)<br /><br />Help me<br />Save me<br />Heal me<br />I can't break out of this prison all alone<br /><br />These tormenting ghosts of yesterday<br />Will vanish when exposed<br />You can't hold onto your secrets<br />They'll only send you back alone<br /><br />Your fearless admissions<br />Will help expel your destructive obsessions<br />With my help I know you can<br />Be at one with God and man<br /><br />Hear me<br />Believe me<br />Take me<br />I'm ready to break through this prison wallUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-913578013555548663.post-19428956401125830222011-11-20T22:36:00.000-08:002013-04-21T05:57:08.999-07:00As I Am(live)<iframe allowfullscreen="allowfullscreen" frameborder="0" height="315" src="http://www.youtube-nocookie.com/embed/a457gjoaaZY" width="480"></iframe><img border="0" height="0" src="http://i2.ytimg.com/vi/a457gjoaaZY/0.jpg" width="0" /><br /><b><span style="font-size: large;">As I Am</span></b><br /><br />Don't<br />Tell me what's in<br />Tell me how to write<br />Don't tell me how to win<br />This fight<br />Isn't your life<br />It isn't your right<br />To take the only thing that's <br />mine<br /><br />Proven over time<br />It is over your head<br />Don't try to read between the<br />Lines<br />Are clearly defined<br />"Never lose sight of<br />Something you believe in"<br /><br />Taking in the view from the outside<br />Feeling like the underdog<br />Watching through the window I'm on the outside<br />Living like the underdog<br /><br />I've been trying to justify you<br />In the end I will just defy you<br /><br />To those who understand, I extend my hand<br />To the doubtful I demand, take me as I am<br />Not under your command, I know where I stand<br />I won't change to fix your plan, Take me as I am<br /><br />As I am<br /><br />Still<br />Running uphill<br />Swimming against the current<br />I wish I weren't so<br />Fucked<br />Feels like I'm stuck<br />Lost in a sea of mediocrity <br /><br />Slow down,<br />You're thinking too much<br />Where is your soul?<br />You cannot touch<br />The way I<br />Play<br />Or tell me what to say<br />You're in the way<br />Of all that I believe in<br /><br />Taking in the view from the outside<br />Feeling like the underdog<br />Watching through the window I'm on the outside<br />Living like the underdog<br />I've been wasting my breath on you<br />Open minds will descend upon you<br /><br />To those who understand, I extend my hand<br />To the doubtful I demand, take me as I am<br />Not under your command, I know where I stand<br />I won't change to fix your plan, take me as I am<br /><br />To those who understand, I extend my hand<br />To the doubtful I demand, take me as I am<br />Not under your command, I know where I stand<br />I won't change to fix your plan, take me as I am<br /><br />As I am<br />Yeah<br />As I amUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-913578013555548663.post-41597543141528164672011-11-18T04:20:00.000-08:002013-04-21T07:10:00.584-07:00Sacrificed Sons<iframe allowfullscreen="allowfullscreen" frameborder="0" height="315" src="http://www.youtube-nocookie.com/embed/3nBpLzNwkZw" width="480"></iframe><img border="0" height="0" src="http://i2.ytimg.com/vi/3nBpLzNwkZw/0.jpg" width="0" /><br />
<b><span style="font-size: large;">Sacrificed Sons</span></b><br />
<br />
Walls are closing<br />
Anxiously<br />
Channel surfing<br />
Frantically<br />
<br />
Burning City<br />
Smoke and fire<br />
Planes we're certain<br />
Faith inspired<br />
<br />
No clues<br />
A complete surprise<br />
Who'll be<br />
Coming home tonight<br />
<br />
Heads all turning<br />
Towards the sky<br />
Towers crumble<br />
Heroes die<br />
<br />
Who would wish this on our people<br />
And proclaim that His will be done<br />
Scriptures they heed have misled them<br />
All praise their Sacrificed Sons<br />
All praise their Sacrificed Sons<br />
<br />
Teach them<br />
What to think and feel<br />
Your ways<br />
So enlightening<br />
<br />
Words they preach<br />
I can't relate<br />
If God's true Love<br />
Are acts of Hate<br />
<br />
Who would wish this on our people<br />
And proclaim that His will be done<br />
Scriptures they heed have misled them<br />
All praise their Sacrificed Sons<br />
All praise their Sacrificed Sons<br />
<br />
God on High<br />
Our mistakes<br />
Will mankind be extinct?<br />
There's no time, time to waste<br />
Who serves the truth<br />
For Heavens' sakeUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-913578013555548663.post-71844787768392891462011-11-18T04:17:00.000-08:002013-04-21T05:57:09.200-07:00Never Enough<iframe allowfullscreen="allowfullscreen" frameborder="0" height="315" src="http://www.youtube-nocookie.com/embed/TheGJeZUf_U" width="480"></iframe><img border="0" height="0" src="http://i2.ytimg.com/vi/TheGJeZUf_U/0.jpg" width="0" /><br /><b><span style="font-size: large;">Never Enough</span></b><br /><br />Cut myself open wide<br />Reach inside<br />Help yourself<br />To all I have to give<br />And then you help yourself again<br />And then complain that<br />You didn't like the way<br />I put the knife in wrong<br />You didn't like the way<br />My blood spilled on your brand new floor<br /><br />What would you say<br />If I walked away<br />Would you appreciate<br />But then it'd be too late<br />Because I can only take so much of your ungrateful ways<br />Everything is never enough<br /><br />Sacrifice my life<br />Neglect my kids and wife<br />All for you to be happy<br />All those sleepless nights<br />And countless fights to give you more<br />And then you say how dare that<br />I didn't write you back<br />I must be too good for you<br />I only care about myself<br /><br />What would you say<br />If I walked away<br />Would you appreciate<br />But then it'd be too late<br />Because I can only take so much of your ungrateful ways<br />Everything is never enoughUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-913578013555548663.post-84132415502267080622011-11-16T18:17:00.000-08:002013-04-21T05:57:09.301-07:00The Dance Of Eternity(band cover)<iframe allowfullscreen="allowfullscreen" frameborder="0" height="315" src="http://www.youtube-nocookie.com/embed/KXSX7bhN--Q" width="480"></iframe><img border="0" height="0" src="http://i2.ytimg.com/vi/KXSX7bhN--Q/0.jpg" width="0" />Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-913578013555548663.post-1646668567528380612011-11-16T18:00:00.000-08:002013-04-22T07:27:54.467-07:00Panic Attack<iframe allowfullscreen="allowfullscreen" frameborder="0" height="390" src="http://www.youtube-nocookie.com/embed/5hDs6mCVAKs" width="690"></iframe><img border="0" height="0" src="http://i2.ytimg.com/vi/5hDs6mCVAKs/0.jpg" width="0" /><br />
<b><span style="font-size: large;">Panic Attack</span></b><br /><br />All wound up <br />On the edge <br />Terrified <br /><br />Sleep disturbed <br />Restless mind <br />Petrified <br /><br />Bouts of fear <br />Permeate <br />All I see <br /><br />Heightening <br />Nervousness <br />Threatens me <br /><br />I am paralyzed <br />So afraid to die <br /><br />Caught off guard <br />Warning signs <br />Never show <br /><br />Tension strikes <br />Choking me <br />Worries grow <br /><br />Why do I feel so numb <br />Is it something to do with where I come from <br />Should this be fight or flight <br />I don't know why I'm constantly so uptight <br /><br />Rapid heartbeat pounding through my chest <br />Agitated body in distress <br />I feel like I'm in danger <br />Daily life is strangled by my stress <br /><br />A stifling surge <br />Shooting through all my veins <br />Extreme apprehension <br />Suddenly I'm insane <br /><br />Lost all hope for redemption <br />A grave situation desperate at best <br /><br />Why do I feel so numb <br />Is it something to do with where I come from <br />Should this be fight or flight <br />I don't know why I'm constantly reeling <br /><br />Helpless hysteria <br />A false sense of urgency <br />Trapped in my phobia <br />Possessed by anxiety <br /><br />Run <br />Try to hide <br />Overwhelmed by this complex delirium <br /><br />Helpless hysteria <br />A false sense of urgency <br />Trapped in my phobia <br />Possessed by anxiety <br /><br />Run <br />Try to hide <br />Overwhelmed by this complex deliriumUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-913578013555548663.post-79900016416989163382011-11-16T17:56:00.000-08:002013-04-22T07:29:02.362-07:00I Walk Beside You<iframe allowfullscreen="allowfullscreen" frameborder="0" height="390" src="http://www.youtube-nocookie.com/embed/S42r7EQ0lmw" width="690"></iframe><img border="0" height="0" src="http://i2.ytimg.com/vi/S42r7EQ0lmw/0.jpg" width="0" /><br />
<b><span style="font-size: large;">I Walk Beside You</span></b><br /><br />There's a story in your eyes<br />I can see the hurt behind your smile <br />For every sign I recognize <br />Another one escapes me <br /><br />Let me know what plagues your mind <br />Let me be the one to know you best <br />Be the one to hold you up <br />When you feel like you're sinking <br /><br />Tell me once again <br />What's beneath the pain you're feeling <br />Don't abandon me <br />Or think you can't be saved <br /><br />I walk beside you <br />Wherever you are <br />Whatever it takes <br />No matter how far <br />Through all the may come <br />And all that may go <br />I walk beside you <br />I walk beside you <br /><br />Summon up your ghosts for me <br />Rest your tired thoughts upon my hands <br />Step inside this sacred place <br />When all your dreams seem broken <br /><br />Resonate inside this temple <br />Let me be the one who understands <br />Be the one to carry you <br />When you can walk no further <br /><br />Tell me once again <br />What's below the surface bleeding <br />If you've lost your way, <br />I will take you there <br /><br />I walk beside you <br />Wherever you are <br />Whatever it takes <br />No matter how far <br />Through all that may come <br />And all that may go <br />I walk beside you <br />I walk beside you <br /><br />Oh, where everything is wrong <br />Oh, where hopelessness surrounds you <br />Oh, the sun will rise again <br />The tide you swim against <br />Will carry you back home <br />So don't give up <br />Don't give in <br /><br />I walk beside you <br />Wherever you are <br />Whatever it takes <br />No matter how far <br />Through all that may come <br />And all that may go <br />I walk beside you <br />I walk beside youUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-913578013555548663.post-62136356684634025152011-11-16T17:52:00.000-08:002013-04-21T05:57:09.593-07:00These Wallshttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MzovR0s7EbIendofvid<br /><br />[starttext]<br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #444444; font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">These Walls</span></b></span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #444444; font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white; font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #444444; color: white; font-size: x-small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;">This is so hard for me</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;">To find the words to say</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;">My thoughts are standing still</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;">Captive inside of me</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;">All emotions start to hide</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;">And nothing's getting through</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;">Watch me</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;">Fading</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;">I'm losing</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;">All my instincts</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;">Falling into darkness</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;">Tear down these walls for me</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;">Stop me from going under</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;">You are the only one who knows</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;">I'm holding back</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;">It's not too late for me</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;">To keep from sinking further</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;">I'm trying to find my way out</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;">Tear down these walls for me now</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;">So much uncertainty</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;">I don't like this feeling</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;">I'm sinking like a stone</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;">Each time I try to speak</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;">There's a voice I'm hearing</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;">And it changes everything</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;">Watch me</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;">Crawl from</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;">The wreckage</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;">Of my silence</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;">Conversation</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;">Failing</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;">Tear down these walls for me</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;">Stop me from going under</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;">You are the only one who knows</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;">I'm holding back</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;">It's not too late for me</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;">To keep from sinking further</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;">I'm trying to find my way out</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;">Tear down these walls</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;">Every time you choose to turn away</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;">Is it worth the price you pay</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;">Is there someone who will wait for you</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;">One more time</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;">One more time</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;">Watch me</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;">Fading</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;">I'm losing</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;">All my instincts</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;">Falling into darkness</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;">Tear down these walls for me</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;">Stop me from going under</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;">You are the only one who knows</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;">I'm holding back</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;">It's not too late for me</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;">To keep from sinking further</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;">I'm trying to find my way out</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;">Tear down these walls for me now</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;">Tear down these walls for me </span><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;">It's not too late for me</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial;">Tear down these walls for me </span></span><br />[endtext]Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-913578013555548663.post-72204766756748777802011-11-16T17:48:00.000-08:002013-04-21T05:57:09.692-07:00The Answer Lies Withinhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9dCGJPJcHHwendofvid<br /><br />[starttext]<br /><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #444444; color: white; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b>The Answer Lies Within</b></span></span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #444444; color: white; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #444444; color: white; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><span class="Apple-style-span">Look around</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span">Where do you belong</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span">Don't be afraid</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span">You're not the only one</span><br /><br /><span class="Apple-style-span">Don't let the day go by</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span">Don't let it end</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span">Don't let a day go by in doubt</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span">The answer lies within</span><br /><br /><span class="Apple-style-span">Life is short</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span">So learn from your mistakes</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span">And stand behind</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span">The choices that you make</span><br /><br /><span class="Apple-style-span">Face each day</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span">With both eyes open wide</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span">And try to give</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span">Don't keep it all inside</span><br /><br /><span class="Apple-style-span">Don't let the day go by</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span">Don't let it end</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span">Don't let a day go by in doubt</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span">The answer lies within</span><br /><br /><span class="Apple-style-span">You've got the future on your side</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span">You're gonna be fine now</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span">I know whatever you decide</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span">You're gonna shine</span><br /><br /><span class="Apple-style-span">Don't let the day go by</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span">Don't let it end</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span">Don't let a day go by in doubt</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span">You're ready to begin</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span">Don't let a day go by in doubt</span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span">The answer lies within.</span></span><br />[endtext]Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-913578013555548663.post-22304554868530541932011-11-09T01:57:00.000-08:002013-04-23T06:33:24.561-07:00Finally Free(live)<iframe allowfullscreen="allowfullscreen" frameborder="0" height="390" src="http://www.youtube-nocookie.com/embed/EeUSkmOfPaU" width="690"></iframe>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b>Finally Free</b></span><br /><br /> Hypnotherapist:<br />"You are once again surrounded by a brilliant white light. Allow the light to lead you away from your past and into this lifetime. As the light dissipates you will slowly fade back into consciousness remembering all you have learned. When I tell you to open your eyes you will return to the present, feeling peaceful and refreshed. Open your eyes, Nicholas."<br /><br />The Miracle:<br />Friday evening<br />The blood still on my hands<br />To think that she would leave me now<br />For that ungrateful man<br /><br />Sole survivor<br />No witness to the crime<br />I must act fast to cover up<br />I think that there's still time<br /><br />He'd seem hopeless and lost with this note<br />They'll buy into the words that I wrote<br /><br />"This feeling inside me<br />Finally found my love, I've finally broke free<br />No longer torn in two<br />I'd take my own life before losing you"<br /><br />Victoria:<br />Feeling good this Friday afternoon<br />I ran into Julian<br />Said we'd get together soon<br /><br />He's always had my heart<br />He needs to know<br />I'll break free of the Miracle<br />It's time for him to go<br /><br />This feeling inside me<br />Finally found my love, I've finally broke free<br />No longer torn in two<br />He'd kill his brother if he only knew<br /><br />Their love renewed<br />They'd rendezvous<br />In a pathway out of view<br />They thought no one knew<br />Then came a shot out of the night<br /><br />The Sleeper:<br />One last time<br />We'll lay down today<br />One last time<br />Until we fade away<br />One last time<br />We'll lay down today<br />One last time<br />We fade away<br /><br />As their bodies lie still<br />And the ending draws near<br />Spirits rise through the air<br />All their fears disappear, it all becomes clear<br />A blinding light comes into view<br />An old soul exchanged for a new<br />A familiar voice comes shining through<br /><br />Nicholas:<br />This feeling inside me<br />Finally found my life, I'm finally free<br />No longer torn in two<br />I learned about my life by living through you<br /><br />This feeling inside me<br />Finally found my life, I'm finally free<br />No longer torn in two<br />Living my own life by learning from you<br /><br />We'll meet again my friend someday soonUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-913578013555548663.post-36861543271452665832011-11-09T01:50:00.000-08:002013-04-23T06:35:44.091-07:00The Spirit Carries On(live)<br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b>The Spirit Carries On</b></span><br /><br /><br /> Where did we come from, <br />Why all we here? <br />Where do we go when we die?<br />What lies beyond<br /><br />And what lay before?<br />Is anything certain in life?<br /><br /> They say, "Life is too short,"<br />"The here and the now"<br />And "You're only given one shot"<br />But could there be more,<br />Have I lived before,<br />Or could this be all that we've got?<br /><br /><br /> If I die tomorrow<br />I'd be all right<br />Because I believe<br />That after we're gone<br />The spirit carries on<br /><br /><br /> I used to be frightened of dying<br />I used to think death was the end<br />But that was before<br />I'm not scared anymore<br />I know that my soul will transcend<br /><br /> I may never find all the answers<br />I may never understand why<br />I may never prove<br />What I know to be true<br />But I know that I still have to try<br /><br /> If I die tomorrow<br />I'd be all right<br />Because I believe<br />That after we're gone<br />The spirit carries on<br /><br /> "Move on, be brave<br />Don't weep at my grave<br />Because I am no longer here<br />But please never let<br />Your memory of me disappear"<br /><br /> Safe in the light that surrounds me<br />Free of the fear and the pain<br />My questioning mind<br />Has helped me to find<br />The meaning in my life again<br />Victoria's real<br />I finally feel<br />At peace with the girl in my dreams<br />And now that I'm here<br />It's perfectly clear<br />I found out what all of this means<br /><br /> If I die tomorrow<br />I'd be all right<br />Because I believe<br />That after we're gone<br />The spirit carries onUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-913578013555548663.post-35539673997628647662011-11-07T19:08:00.000-08:002013-04-23T06:37:11.140-07:00One Last Time(live)<b><span style="font-size: large;"><iframe allowfullscreen="allowfullscreen" frameborder="0" height="390" src="http://www.youtube-nocookie.com/embed/8OlQFxom_dY" width="690"></iframe>
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<b><span style="font-size: large;">One Last Time</span></b><br /><br /> It doesn`t make any sense <br />This tragic ending <br />In spite of the evidence <br />There`s something still missing <br /><br /> Heard some of the rumours told <br />A taste of one`s wealth <br />Did Victoria wound his soul? <br />Did she bid him farewell? <br /><br /> One last time <br />We`ll lay down today <br />One last time <br />Until we fade away <br />One last time <br />We`ll lay down today <br />One last time <br />We slowly fade away <br /><br /> Here I am inside his home <br />It holds the many clues <br />To my suspicions <br />And as I`m standing here right now <br />I`m finally shown what I have always known <br /><br /> Coincidence I can`t believe <br />As my childhood dreams slowly come true <br /> Are these her memories <br />Awakened through my eyes <br />This house has brought back to life <br /><br /> An open door <br />I walk on through <br />Into his bedroom <br /><br /><br /> Feeling as cold as outside <br />The walls disappear <br />To some woman who`s screaming <br />A man pleads forgiveness <br />His words I cannot hearUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-913578013555548663.post-12218749539448630252011-11-07T18:56:00.000-08:002013-04-23T06:37:56.402-07:00The Dance Of Eternity(live)<iframe allowfullscreen="allowfullscreen" frameborder="0" height="390" src="http://www.youtube-nocookie.com/embed/DPKrOMifeq4" width="690"></iframe>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b>Home</b></span><br /><br />The Sleeper:<br />Shine- lake of fire<br />Lines take me higher<br />My mind drips desire<br />Confined and overtired<br /><br />Living this charade<br />Is getting me nowhere<br />I can't shake this charade<br />The city's cold blood calls me home<br />HomeIt's what I long for<br />Back homewhere I belong<br /><br />The city- it calls to me<br />Decadent scenes from my memory<br />Sorrow- eternity<br />My demons are coming to drown me<br /><br />Help- I'm falling, I'm crawling<br />I can't keep away from its clutch<br />Can't have it, this habit<br />It's calling me back to my home<br /><br />The Miracle:<br />I remember the first time she came to me<br />Poured her soul out all night and cried<br /><br />I remember I was told there's a new love that's born<br />For each one that has died<br /><br />I never thought that I<br />Could carry on with this life<br />But I can't resist myself<br />No matter how hard I try<br /><br />Living their other life<br />Is getting them nowhere<br />I'll make her my wife<br />Her sweet temptation calls me home<br />HomeIt's what I long for<br />My homewhere she belongs<br /><br />Her ecstasy- means so much to me<br />Even decieving my own blood<br />Victoria watches and thoughtfully smiles<br />She's taking me to my home<br /><br />Help- he's my brother, but I love her<br />I can't keep away from her touch<br />Deception, dishonor<br />It's calling me back to my home<br /><br />Nicholas:<br />Her story- it holds the key<br />Unlocking dreams from my memory<br />Solving this mystery<br />Is everything that is a part of me<br /><br />Help- regression, obsession<br />I can't keep away from her touch<br />Leave no doubt, to find out<br />It's calling me back to my homeUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0